Birth Trauma

Birth Trauma; Nov 23
I am finishing the book I started 20 years ago as I lost my father at 11 months of age. It left me with the feeling of being abandoned. All my life I was aware that the birth process was important. When Truly was born I knew I had to address this for others to understand. All of the courses added to my awareness and insight of the degree of importance. In the last few hypnosis sessions I have been clearing negative emotions of my youth. This last session was based on conception, birth and the trauma surrounding it. I do my best to explain my process and outcome so that others are brave enough to know they can heal too.
I was taken back to before conception,  when I was encouraged to come to earth and complete my sacred contract. I was very reluctant as I knew that my connection to my father would be here for a brief time . It took a lot of persuasion by those in power.  including showing me the faces of those I would bring into the world.. Before arriving my father had daily conversations to assist my process to make the transition easier.  So to say I had a very special rapport before birth is understating it. He had the morning sickness and the birth contractions. Now I understand why.
When my father arrived at the hospital and I saw him for the first time he was a Beacon of light and identified him immediately. No one else had an aura like his.  I had the sense he was angelic in some form. I have to admit I still don't know the total connection as I am still working on all of that. At this point I have not been made aware of his past. I will share my process and understanding as I progress in my healing.  My dad has never left me. He was who I communicated with in my adolescence. Each week leaves me in tears and emotionally spent but it  is important to know who you are.
A quick note here as well. Did you know that the vibration and sound of a name has implications to the person, personality and traits. I often explain this in my readings when appropriate .Ok .So having said that I will share that I was NOT  named until a month old. Dad wanted Elizabeth after my mom. Mom wanted me named Charlene after my dad as his name was William Charles.
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grandpa Alva Hetherington won out. He brought mom a dozen red roses every day until she conceded to call me Alva. I like my name and I believe it suits me. I will share its meaning. of white Swan. So if you follow my meditations you know where the meditation came from.
in love and light
"Life is a series of experiences, each of which makes us bigger, even though it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and griefs which we endure help us in our march onward." Henry Ford