Peru; Healing of life in Ireland April 2,2017
Ah so back to the jungles of Peru. I became aware of the life time in Ireland. I was forced to marry an enemy of the Lairds’ (My uncle of that time) to prevent fighting between 2 clans.My favourite Uncle Eddie in this life time was the Laird of Bunratty Castle in the past life. It was a very a unhappy life. I was married off and was property and the lord who was not in love with me. I was mourning the loss of my true love who I was no longer able to see.
I spend a tremendous amount of time in the beautiful gardens and when possible riding the white horse I cherished. I died in childbirth. That is my present day daughter Truly and why she was so difficult to carry during the pregnancy in this life time. She was breech and so i went in and out of labour for 7 days and then into hard labour for 72 hours. Don’t remember how many in the hospital around 30 I believe. She was delivered by C- section. She did not want to be with me again after being abandoned by a f in this life time to work through it. I believe we have done a lot of work around this. You must remember because of FREE WILL, you can choose not work on family issues. It really is a choice.
During the time in the jungle after a ceremonies I spent 2 days on the wooden cot sorting through the past life and letting go of the emotional turmoil I had carried through many life times. I also recognized that Tom and John were the two men in that life time. I came to terms with a lots of whys and relationships of this lifetime. I have been blessed with them both being good caring and loving husbands and believing we have completed our Karma in this life time.
Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe that people are in our lives as we have much to learn and work through at a Soul level. I still have Lots of Soul lessons to continue working on. That is what life is about – LEARNING and GROWING. Love what I do. In love and light.